Something that has never happened to me happened this morning. I dated
my wife for several years before getting married to her sometime last
year. I am temperamental but patient but I have always been able to
control my temper when dealing with my wife and I rather walk away or go
hang out with friends or have a drink and sleep it off, but today it
went beyond limit. My wife can insult Jesus Christ and Jesus Christ will
slap her.
Last week I happened to throw some of my clothes in the washing
machine with very few of her clothes that she said were in
there earlier which I didn't take note and after her arrival from
work, the next thing she could say was that I don't have a brain and that
is why I could do that. I hate insults and my wife is the type that does
not make her point without insults. I was very angry and cautioned her
not to speak with me in that manner again but she kept repeating it and I
told her that the day she will talk to me like this and my brain
receives it wrongly then she will hate herself. Just this morning it
happened again. We were both in the kitchen and we were both about
preparing food, apparently she said I shouldn't do something and I told
her that its not a big deal if I did it and if I don't see the wrong in it
then I won't be able to handle the same incident when it happens
again. Then she flew up again saying that I am brainless and I told her to stop
it but she continued by saying I have the common sense and its because
she has uncommon sense is why she can always detect me being
brainless.Yet again I gave my warning to her that she should stop
saying such and there will be a day when it will fall on my wrong
side. She continued saying I am harmless and I should do my worst. She
even dared me into doing anything. She said it several times and I got
angry and pulled her shirt to warn her. Then she triggered and started
roughing me then I slapped her and she slapped me a few times and I gave
her one more and pushed her off. Firstly this is not my character. For me
to even fight with a male friend physically, it takes a whole lot, and I
can count how many male friends I have had to fight while growing up on
just one hand. I actually feel bad for hitting her even though I know
the
slap is not the normal slap I can give. There was emotions in slapping
her but I wanted to prove a point to her that I chose not to ever hit a
woman and its not something I can't do. I am writing this because I feel
so bad. Do you think I went beyond lines by slapping her? How do I make
up for it?
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